Feng's world: February 2007

Life is really short.....

Cherish your life.....

Stay healthy.....

All those are really things that you know but sometimes when u r busy....u wont even think about it....jus carry on doing our own stuff...

I never notice it...coz im busy with my things and studies....i felt abit selfish sometimes as i alws do my own things and did not really care about those who r around me....but now...i think i have to change....

My cousin jus passed away....it is y i start to think that life is really short....

I cried abit...felt sad....even though im not very close to this cousin of mine...coz his in malaysia...but still....i have memories of him....i know him since young as i went back to malaysia for Chinese New Year almost every year.....and there was once he took me and my sister to the beach to play and he drove us to alot of place to play....i think i was only pri sch then but i still rmb...after that i only saw him during Chinese New Year if i went back to Malaysia.....

Wat makes me feel really depressed and sad was that....he was happily married for only 1 yr plus....and the last time i saw him was his wedding...he was still healthy and normal....but after that....i heard that he gt cancer...and it was quite serious....it is said that the cancer is alrdy at the third stage..which is the last stage...he is someone who doesnt smoke...and yet...he gt cancer.... which is near his throat....and now....i jus know he jus passed away....and i cant even go for his funeral in Malaysia....maybe becoz im outside..that is y my family did not wait for me....

well....to everyone who knows about this...im fine...jus abit depressed...but its not the first time that i encounter life and death...its jus reality...well...reality is cruel...tats is all i could say...

I jus hope those that i know could stay healthy...and work hard for your dreams and goals....
coz u may not know when u will be going....

Feng's world

Friday, February 09, 2007

went out