Wednesday, March 28, 2007

FUNKA POST PONE LER~!!! hai...oh well...means this yr have to practice basics and techniques lor...hmm...better also..:) i will have more time to play also~! lol...not really play lar...enjoy my life ma...hehe...

oh well...been hanging around here and there....but i haven meet up with my classmates~! hmm...but going to meet up soon...coz we going to Pulau Ubin for a 2day 1night camp...hehe...i actually dun wan to go one..coz i dun wan to get biten by mosqutoes~!!! but for my classmates...I WILL GO~!! hehe...aiya...jus kidding...lol....jus wan to have fun lar..hehe....:P

oh well...didnt really have much to say...lastly....

I WANT TO WATCH TMNT~! hehe.. :P

Monday, March 12, 2007

IT show

Today went to IT Fair~!!! sry my friends~!! for those going there also...Coz i have to meet someone~!! lol...coz very long nvr meet up with this friend of mine..Lionel~!! oh ya..and Ah hock also!!! who say i cannot call u AH HOCK huh?? AH HOCK AH HOCK AH HOCK~!! :P hehe...

the IT fair was like hell...everyone squeeze here and there....if i nvr go with willie i think ill lost in the crowd liao..then they cannot find me liao...:P

TO lionel & ah hock

Thanks for accompany me again~! lol...and hor...i know my face still very bad...hai...tats one of the reason i delay meeting up with u 2 also..:P...paiseh lor...next time we go out again...and this time...AH HOCK TREAT US~! lol....

FROM KaiFeng aka Kfishie

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Saturday, March 10, 2007

Things

Dance is getting harder...Everything that i do is getting harder and harder...and in the future...more things is going to come...i wonder if ill survive like this...hmmm.....

Hope everyone is fine...coz i hardly go online and chat...oh well..

JUS DUN FORGET ME~!

nothing to do..so anyhow blog..:P

:)

i duno wat to do

Emo....anyone know how not to be not emo when ppl say how bad u r....when ppl compare u with someone better?...well...if anyone can not be emo..maybe they jus hack care or happy go lucky...

I jus cant i think...ill gt emo very easily...and tats wat makes alot ppl thinks im boring...well...im boring lar...i know i am....and im trying not to...its hard...or maybe im jus caring about others too much...care too much about how they think about me....how they look at me....

I jus duno wat to do...tats the only thing i could say...i tried...but the result i get...is jus knowing more ppl say i alws emo...some may not think tat way...coz sometimes im jus crazy around them...like to say things very loudly and say things out without thinking...and makes them laugh at me....sometimes i felt silly too...but then i dun really care...coz its how i am...i jus wan to be myself around my friends...and not acting...i may be silly sometimes...blur...forgetful...its jus becoz im not focusing thats all...thats y im trying to focus at things to do...i feel silly...and sometimes i jus cant stand ppl laughing at me...but then...i dun wan to spoil the mood...or make the atmosphere tense..tats y i also laugh at myself sometimes...jus not knowing how to talk back...ppl say u can jus joke around...well..i tried also...but in the end...i only make things worst...or in the end no link...well...tats the best i can do i think...

And i think...i really cant change ba....since the result i get is alws the same...im alws emo here emo there...but i can only say...im emo becoz i care...i care how ppl think about me...but then...i really duno how to change it...i only know how to get emo....but not knowing how to get rit of it...

i wonder if ill change....or im jus thinking too much again? hmm....

i wonder if i could have anyone to hug when im emo...but wat if the person who make me emo and complain tat im emo....is actually the person i wan to hug?

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

Dance

FINALLY...i gt to learn my funka steps...hai...its difficult and fast...hope i can managed it...

Hmm...basically...today went late for everything ar~!!!! my bad time management doesnt seems to be changing....hai....Ill try to figure it out some how....hmm....well...nothing much ba...jus wan to say SRY TO THOSE WAITED FOR ME FOR MEETING AND DANCE~!!

KF...slping soon...

Sunday, March 04, 2007

nowdays....MIA

MIA MIA MIA...lol...become my habit liao...lol....nvr come online...nvr go msn...been doing my things...trying to plan my things out....but some time things jus didnt go the way i plan....

Well...after my cousin's funeral...its Chinese New Year....well...not much things during CNY...basically go relative hse lor....but this time i nvr go malaysia where my father side relative is...coz tat time im not feeling well...oh ya...before that i went to the skin centre...COZ MY FACE REALLY CANNOT MAKE IT~! hai...hope its getting better...:( coz if its not...im really going to complain...coz it gives the anti-bio will make ppl have diarrhoea one~! then its becoz of that im sick~!hai...

After that...well...celebrated my birthday with willie lor...but no cake..:( well..nvm...gt the most special gift ever from him...:P talking about gift..lionel~!! im so sry i alws no time to meet u...:( ill find one time before sch reopen...ill rmb...

And then...go out with my classmates to SAKURA buffet resturant...well...its a nice place for ppl who can eat alot...but its quite ex lar...coz one person is $24...but u can eat as long as u wan~!!! lol....its actually to celebrate someone's birthday also lar..but then its alrdy belated...oh well...mine also...lol...

oh well...then after tat gt work ler...and i gt sick again....hai....coz the work really crazy one...first time im so scared of cosmetics....imagine 3k of cosmatics keep coming...none stop....and when u slow down...everything pile up~!...then u mus spend ur break time packing those pile up before the next pile comes.....-___-"".....im really glad i quit this job sia...coz too much for me...well..have to find another one alrdy...but then think not ler...coz have dance ler~!

I miss my first Funka Training~!!coz of the work lor...hai...oh well...can learn on coming monday...

oh ya..today my relative from malaysia came...they all came to eat steam boat...and then 16 rounds of mahjong...lol...im playing with pro sia...loss alot..hai...but not my money..nvm..:P...then after that my relative from my mother side one came also...to "lao yu sheng" then after tat gamble abit also..then jus went home....then i finally can blog ler..coz my 3 little ciousin occupying my laptop to watch flash anime....pucca flash...interesting leh...

Interested?? go to http://www.puccaclub.com
u can change the language at top right to english...

and then my relative going to stay at my hse...2 only lar..but then i have to slp at study room...but i dun mind~! lol...coz can slp and use laptop..lol..

kidding lar...i need to slp...especially with my face still cannot make it...hai....oh well...gd night lor~!