life now

:P Been slacking like no one else business...lol...

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hee....just kidding....

Lets see...i cant remember what i have updated last time...so i just write what i have been doing now a days... :P


After graduation...started looking for jobs...I think everyone is doing the same...
I just cant remember how come I never get the chance to contact them...
Guess I'm started to worried about myself....

After that went for interviews...check a lot of websites and newspaper...
In the end no news...so got a little depressed and indulged myself with my hobbies again....


Well...basically my hobbies is just watching animes...readining manga...singing...dance ( a little only ) thats all...but I think during that period I just mainly watch anime and read manga...cant believe i isolated myself until i lost count of the date and time...


Then finally after 2 or 3 months after graduation...Sheryl found a job and she also introduced another job to me~!! cant believe it~!!

Ok...here starts the long part..but I think i will leave it as it is for now...Just an short update...

Keep myself remember not to indulge in anime and stuck at home again...LOL...

Changing blog skin~!

Im looking for cute cute blogskin right now...so i think maybe ill be able to change it by tonight...hopefully lar...hmmm..:P

Been exploring....

Well....i tried to do something now....not just slack slack slack....

first...MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING....i cant believe it....so....im looking into place to enjoy my birthday.....and i totally forget its this coming monday....seems like i lost count of date....hmm....so i plan to celebrate with my bf...but then...its MONDAY~!! haix...his working....oh..and the funny thing is....im going to a JOB INTERVIEW on my BIRTHDAY...
haha....interesting right? well...i gt it from my best friend sheryl...:)
thanks to her i gt an interview for IT Fair...well....but first...i still have to write a resume....haix...hate it...but still...i have to write...oh..the worst part...i have to put in a photo..haix...i hate my photo actually...coz ive been looking like panda nowadays....which i hate it...haix...

well...so basically...im looking for a place to enjoy my birthday...and so i tried asking..then in the end..i gt another job interview....Food Fair...haha...so funny...suddenly i gt all the FAIR INTERVIEW....hmmm...wondering wats happening to my life...well...ill jus go with the flow i think...

so....tml...im going to prepare a resume...and go for interview on my birthday...hmmm...

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Haix....

well...guess thats all about my birthday...i think im getting memory loss nowadays..cant remember what i have been doing past few days when my friends ask me in msn...hmmm..

oh...right...today i also went to read some of the blogs of my dance friends...hmmm...maybe coz im not close to them..i tired to find out what r others doing now a days...coz i duno wat to do myself....im so sad right? haha...well...pity myself actually...well...so reading thru....gt alot different feelings..happy...sad....and actually upset....coz realise everyone is working hard...except for myself...i think ill start crying for myself....den have to think of wat to do next....

i feel sad actually...maybe coz i cant have fun anymore...and i feel so bad when im not doing anything...feel useless ba...but it wont last long i think..coz im going to find work soon~! well...wonder if ill get any job...hmmm....can only wonder things...:(

thats all for today ba...duno really wat to write...
emo again i guess...

NEW things???? hmmmm.......

NEW BLOG SKIN~!!
NEW YEAR~!!
NEW THING???

hee..:) its been SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LONG that i have been blogging...glad i finally change blog skin.....:)

Been paranoid lately....sensitive.....hmmm...emotional.....and ALOT ALOT of things....haha....guesss what...think coz IM TOO FREEEE~!! and IM SUPER LAZY~!!

*Urgh* felt pain in my heart *

well....im scolding myself being so lousy now a days...do nothing but slack slack slack slack....
well....maybe coz i really have nothing that i wan to do now...or shld i say....

IM LOST~!!! again....hmmmm.....

so first things first....im lost...coz....
im graduating from poly....
im not working now....
everyone else is busy with exams....
no dance for a few weeks.....
sooooo......

IM TOO DAMN FREE AND I HAVE NO MONEY TO SPEND TO ENJOY IT~!!!!


Ok...thats all about now..guess ill go to slp now...