Hmmm...What shld i do??? What can i do???

I know im being selfish, unreasonable and demanding sometimes...but i nvr heard any complains...that makes me feel bad...and especially when i wan to do something in return...its always rejected...and when im rejected...i get angry and start to argue...i feel so bad for being like this...but i jus cant help it...coz i dun wan always to be the one who felt fortunate...i wan to share this feeling too...i jus wan to let u understand...but always end up quarreling...

Why am i always quarreling.??? What can i do??

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Hey..this is a special post for someone special...coz i have been really bad nowadays...and i tried to do something....just cant think of what to do...but when im trying....things jus didnt turn out the way i think.....

Well...can say i am really slacking off...damn slack...jus like last year...i cant bring myself to change...i thought i can...but not by myself...i want to change to a better person...along with someone special....