NVR UPDATE??? WHO SAYS~!

Hey...who says i alws nvr update huh?? now i update liao k????

HEHE..:)

Aiya....im jus lazy to update ba..alws reach home...all i do is go online...then go bath...then watch anime until my hair dry...not much to do leh....

(OMG my life is still boring...hai...)

So...back to my stuff....wat have i been doing lately?? hmm....

Dancing...
Slacking...
Sleeping...
Thinking...
Trying...

Alot of things to do for me lar...and im doing it all at once...hmmm.....

Well...can say...now im the laziest girl u can find one earth...coz im actually doing things that only what i feel like doing....but things jus sometimes dun go the way it is...coz i still have things i mus do...jus like.....

to buck up and study....
improve on dancing...
get more slp...
stop thinking and start doing....
stop trying and jus do it properly....

so many things jus dun go the way i wan to.....

My attitute kind of suck nowadays also...not that im like that... (im not ok...)
but i dun feel like being nice lately...not saying im really doing bad things behind ppl's back...but more like being more selfish...

But still...while being "SELFISH".....i force myself to dance....not that i dun like...but kind of stress in dance alrdy... ( i think alot ppl know y...) BUT...I STILL LOVE TO DANCE~!!.....and so....there is the lyrical performance for the youth leadership thingy which i duno wat really issit...but its a big event where the minister of education is invited....hmm...and then...

i screw up alot of things...
i mess up my dance step...
i screw up on stage...
i cause my fellow dancers some stress...
and i even hurt ppl... ( well...not that i wan to hurt someone...jus abit of accident....)

den after dance...not much also...study is suddenly a priority for me...hmmm....which i dun really like it lar....kind of sucks too....but...i still have to study....and trying hard...very very hard to do all the things i have to do for studies....example....

BE IN SCHOOL FOR LESSON...
DO MY PART FOR PROJECTS...
HELP OUT IN DISCUSSION...

well...been doing that...so i think i didnt cause much trouble for my classmates....well...maybe a little complain from them for alws not around....and alws surprise them when i go for lesson...:)

AND THEN NOW....

EXAMS COMING~!! ....hmmm...shld i say...something to add on to my stress list...and to do list....well...i didnt buy my text book althought its useful....BECOZ...i wan to save money... :)

talking about money...well...can say...im alws spending...and the amount i spend...sometimes over spend....and i dun really like to take allowance from my mum or dad....AH...dun ask me y also...i jus dun like...and then...when ppl have no money...they cant do alot of things....but im trying my best....to cope with alot of things without money...coz i jus wan to have a simple life....not to stress with money....although i dun have much...but i can still be happy...:)

Hmmm...oh ya...there are gd things happened to me...even though i suck nowadays...lol...MY LAPTOP~!!! i lost it~!!! but someone return it to me~!!! i really really feel so lucky that day...and i actually almost cry out~!!...well...if only i could find the person who return my laptop and pass him the last packet of my 'hello panda chocolate'...i would feel better... :P

Well...and i been true hell in a relationship nowadays too...u dun wan to know...but ill still tell...lol....

There is quarrel...
There is misunderstanding...
There is walking away...
There is silence...
There is hurt...

BUT...we gt through...HEHE....well....my attitute still sucks la...and i know most of the time its my fault....so....can say im fortunate to find someone like him...

:):):):):):):):):):):) HEHE....

nothing much ler lar...lol...now mus concentrate on studies first...OH YA...then CAMP~!!! but before that...I WAN TO GO KBOX ~!!!!